and a drawing of you.
while you were working on my bed in Barcelona,
and
I was still engaged with my first love.
which I abandoned in New York City.
Ive made a fool of myself so many times
Such a fool!
I don’t know how to be around you.
Even if you wanted to.
I’ve made a fool of my self too many times in front of you.
I keep making a fool of myself in front of you.
How can i stop ?
How can i gain back my self? Did i ever had dignity..
How can i stop been a fool around you?
Time doesn’t seem to help. Neither distance.
What could i do?
I wanna take the fool out of me.
To learn how to be with you
You say u forgotten me but you act like gou dont.
I say i havent.
Ive had too many new lovers and you too many new friends
And we still act like fools
We still hurt each other
Why it still hurts?
What haven you forgiven me for ?
I think i have and then i act like a fool.
I wanna learn how to love you again.
I ask my self why learn.. why make it hard why you? Isn’t love easy.. shouldn’t it come without asking for it.
I still need to forgive myself and not feel responsable, and ashamed
I wanted it to end
I wanted to grow up
Now i don’t know anymore
Been comepletely alone like right now brings me back to you. Shouldn't it be the contrary. Back to me ?
I want to stop thinking about you i want to grab whatever is inside me that has to do with you and get it out.
I want it out. Cuz i wanna love again, and i want to fall in love.
I want to have confidence, I want to commit to someone i love.
Why haven i found that love that will make me forget you?
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